headache

i have this room in my house.  i call it my office "slash" craft room and today i shall add "slash" junk room.  i have a headache.  It burns.  i don't know if its the room or the more i try to sort through the mounds of paper i realized how much i like to save EVERYTHING!!! or i say to myself, i should keep this, i could make something out of this one day.  i don't know what, but someday it will become something special. and then i say to myself where will i put it. i need to create a box for all the different ideas and things i'd like to create.  for those who may not know me.  i take up all 4 rooms in my house.  clothes in room one, shoes and purses in room 2, crafts etc in room 3, and my married life with mike leong in room four.  and i dream that one day i'd love to move to the big city, something like Manhattan and have a small apartment. mike leong wakes me from that dream. why? i would have no where to put my junk.  i would probably learn how to organize myself in small spaces, which i think would be GREAT!! and FUN.  but he disagrees.  at work, i'm organized and clean but in room 3-CHAOS!!!  Did i tell you that i had a headache? now it feels like someone took there feet and stomped on my noodles. ouch.  at least i can see the floor.